Ya Allah please give us strength. Please make us accept your Qadr. Please make us strong to endure the pain. Please make us strong to what have you decreed upon us. Please ya Allah provide us inner strength. It was too early ya Allah. I didn't get to talk to her, and I didn't get to touch her hand while she was still breathing and alive. I didn't get to feed her and put her to sleep. I didn't get to make sure the lights in her room are off and that she is still breathing and sleeping soundly. I didn't get to bicker with her for the last time. I didn't get to bathe her and struggle to make sure that she sits still. I didn't get to hear her voice calling for my name. I didn't get to watch the last television program with her.
Ya Allah...everything happened in an instant. Please forgive her sins towards You and towards other people. Please make her grave spacious and ease her pain.
And anyone reading this, I humbly ask for you to pray for our strength. Right now we are in dire need of inner strength. Being in this house right now, is really hard. Every turn every corner reminded me of her. Her loud voice . Her bedroom, her bathroom. The house..everywhere reminded me of her.
Hajah Mariah bt Kassim [Sept, 1935 - Dec, 2015]
To my Opah, I love you and I miss you.
To Allah we belong, to Him we return.
Kita jumpa dekat Syurga Allah nanti okay?
Tunggu Munirah, Baba, Umi, Nina, Nurul, Saufi and Abrar kat situ.