A mass of apology for the negligence of not updating this space of mine. It has been months since my last long and lengthy was dated, exclude the short and emo post though (forgotten about the existance of Tumblr on my phone, which no one knows of) and yeah several things that had made my responsibilities inclined towards studies, college, studies, college, studies, college, studies and college. That is how my current life of a typical MAHASISWA is and Im getting to think that during graduation I'll only become a motionless graduate-human-robot, only functioning to abide by the human law :(
K stop crapping now. Lets see..where shall I start eh.
*blows away the accumulated imaginary dust*
Oh God. Dear Me. If I could sum up to one word of everything that has happened for the past 13 weeks of studying, it would be........DREAD. Okay that might have seem a little a bit exaggerating, and no I do not just feel dread along the way, there are good times too, which consecutively comes out as an aftermath of the difficulties. Some of the problems I faced were not really as a the normal Aisyah Munirah you would know. This is the Aisyah Munirah where she had to 'handle with care' of the hearts that she know, and to put those hearts on top, anything else before her emotions. I am full of emotions. I think and overthink, then I get upset. So this time I had to put those aside. Gah. Being a leader is absolutely tough, especially when you're tested with different 'sets' of predicaments by different types of humanoids. The one and only key to is be patient and move on. I think its teaching me life experiences. Like what to expect when we're dealing with the public sooner and so. Because problems kept on arising from its hidden corners and yet we never expect it would come towards us. We were unequipped, especially with our emotions (that would be me). At times I feel like breaking down to a certain point, then I realized what made me stood up during all this while. Yeah its the hope and faith that has kept me going. I believe for every problem there comes a solution after, just a like hardship that comes with ease (Quran 94:5).
Allah is great. Really =)
As time ticks, I finally come toward the end of semester. So cliche isn't it, my blog-posts are always about getting to semester ends, final exams and stuff -_- a load of boring crap lol. Anyways, the first phase of being a second year student of Ecology and Biodiversiti is done. Well almost. I think this semester is the HARDEST so far, with 6 subjects and 6 lab reports to be submitted every week. Until I feel like my life is dedicated to do continuous workload of lab reports, lab reports, assignments of 10-12 pages with weekends wasted..............................I dont want to continue because Im sure each and everyone of us suffered the same thing. Ah! Not to forget, my upcoming project:
coming soon, nearest to your homes =) k not really.
This is another story. Lol. But I'm feeling positive for this project. We bring the theme KnowMuhammad and CintaRasul. Alhamdulillah there were challenges along the way, like dealing with administration, those official and formal matters, but thankful to my team for being such a supportive clan. InsyaAllah may Allah ease our efforts soon.
My journey as a da'ie. Alhamdulillah. It actually takes courage to be standing and speaking, at that current spot there.
All in all, cant say how thankful I feel to what I am today. Its all under His path, He laid it out and I chose to walk on the path, until the day I wont be allowed to do so :)
Heard this song few days back, definitely feeling the boost from this song...
The Voice Within.
off to jog with soulmate Sheyhan. Toodles!