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Monday, August 26, 2013

Post-Raya

Salam


Left the blog unattended for weeks. Lets just say I was busy making myself lazy on other things.
Alhamdulillah I ended Ramadhan peacefully, managed to wake up the next day for Syawal 1st of 1434H


......which was normal just like the previous years. Heh

Speaking of PEACE, I must say I am quite grateful to Allah for sparing my life, my loved ones and the people that I know. Because recently in Malaysia, shootings in public places has become such a frequent event. Its like everyone is prone to be in a danger anywhere in Malaysia and somehow seasonal. When somebody got shot, suddenly another VIP was shot, and then up in the other regions people got shot in front of their porch. Can you actually believe that.....

And then I've been reading on Facebook about the dangers of driving on highways, main roads and etc. Motorcylist easily smashing thru windows and reaching for our personal belongings at a traffic, someone throwing eggs and being warned not to turn on the wiper because it'll make driving difficult due to distortion of the sight and many more. These consecutive events have actually lead to le self, being much more of a paranoid person, meaning I think about danger every single time, especially when Im out and about. Yet I still take the risk to drive alone, some safety precautions that I still lack and neglect like :

- going out to fetch Saufi, sometimes I am lazy to bring my phone/purse
- going out to send Abrar, fetch Abrar, I only brought the car keys haha. Smart Soleh is on the same row as my house. So...........

....yeah. I have to change this habit.

Can I just say that Rawang, specifically BCH has the most rudest, insolent, selfish, nobrain DRIVERS!
There I've said it. Countless events, everyday facing it, it kinda also ruined my pahala puasa due to these people. Haih lemahnya iman :"(

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Syawal 1st at Home



Syawal 4th at Kampung Tiong, Kati, KK


The week after, raya at Zai's in Port Dickson with B5 Palam


Saturday, raya at Afiq Danial's in Bangi, B5 Palam



I just wanna say that this year's Syawal is full of ibrah(s).
As a person who understood the wrongs and rights, able to think, differentiate, possessing a COMMON SENSE, who thinks logic above pathetic sentiments, I must say.....

SOME PEOPLE NEED TO GROW UP, REALIZE THEIR PURPOSE OF LIVING.
Apparently you dont need me, a 20 year old to remind you what are the purposes, because RESPONSIBILITY comes directly under that. I really have to start praying for my future right at this instance because seeing everything at the moment makes me realize that I dont want these things to happen to me, my family and the people that I love. Nuff said

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Holidays are almost over. Back to waking up early for classes, sleeping late, catching up on assignments, other responsibilities which I am scared and not so fond of.
Somehow I felt as if I have big boulders mounting up on my shoulders and its going to be there until God knows when. Just pray for me please :/

Sem 3, here I come.

.....................unwillingly -_-

ps. Every person I met during Raya comments on how WIDE and BIG I look now. Thanks, those were really needed (yeah right). Apparently I do take it to the heart but now I have accepted that I no longer am the kurus person you used to see me back then. I've changed, physically and mentally and emotionally so please excuse me on this. Kasi can la deyyy haha

3 comments:

D-SIM said...

Toldyaa. . drivers rawang teruk :s

Aisyah Munirah said...

K qhassimi.

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bye

MarMan said...

x tau pula munirah dtg bangi kalau tau boleh singgah rumah kita