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Friday, July 20, 2012

The path of your walk

Salam and good evening.

For some people, right now is the critical period where they have to decide or accept the fate of their future that has written for them. As for me, I am in a VERY critical period and I wish to escape from it by doing something I always do when I feel tensed..that is online window shopping. Also knowing the fact that I do not possess a single cent in my bank account, is much more even pathetic. Anyone cares to donate me some lump sum? No? Okay. *terjun sungai*

ANYWAYSSSS. UPU came out last Friday. And that particular Friday was the day where BTN ended. The results were expected to be out at noon. But some of my sophisticated and civilised friends from Palam accessed internet, right in the middle of nowhere, well of trees and rives perhaps, gotten to know where they were destined to be for the next 4-5 years..well through the mediums like SMS and accessing the website itself. Almost everyone was anticapating and anxious for their results. Some were thankful, some were speechless and lastly..disappointed. Yup, tell me about it. If I was at home that time, my phone would be a hotspot, the Facebook itself with the students showing their screencaptures, expressing their heartiest gratitude and so on. Well, I should be happy for them right? At least they got what they wanted. For those who didnt, its another story to be dealt with. The situation only gets tougher when some people start saying things like "Rezeki kau" or "Tuhan dah berikan yang terbaik" or "Kau patut bersyukur". Hmm on second thoughts, it is correct to say that. Trust me, I've been in that kind of situation last year. But God showed me a  much more better option that is..Puncak Alam. So we never know what God plans for us the future right?

Back to me, well alhamdulillah, praises to the One and only Almighty. Something I would expect but when I start keying in my IC number, it didnt cross my mind at all. Ecology and Biodiversity. My third choice. Placed at Universiti Malaya. Who would knew that I could be a graduate from UM? I was thankful, like for real. I assumed that somehow I might be 'lelong', the popular term for it due my moderate cgpas, and thrown into somewhere else..which shouldnt be a problem because I wanted to experience something new.

Now comes the critical part. Mes parents..I knew from their faces, were not that happy with UPU. Well not that happy, I dont know what could be the suitable word for it, but.....they would expect something much more LOGICAL..yeah I think. The course itself its not like the critical courses we have in Malaysia. In other words, tak glamer lah kan. Maybe, in career prospect, its hard to find a job related to this course. Another thing that gets me cracking up like a Mad Hatter is that..UNHAS made more sense. Brighter future. Job totally secured. And come on..its medicine. Being apart of the most noble and well-respected career. Who doesnt want that right. But like I said earlier in previous posts, its not something one should like 'Yeah lets give it a shot', 'sounds interesting and fun' 'why no try' stuffs or other things that might relate to it. Apologies for being pathetic with the examples. I ran out of vocabs lately. I read less. Therefore I think less. Hmm.

SO UM OR UNHAS? ONCE AGAIN I'LL FINALISE THIS WITH MR ARK TONIGHT.

*surat tawaran UM sudahpun sampai. UNHAS bila lagi?

bye

5 comments:

Allysha Michael said...

DILEMMA MUCH?! LEMME KNOW HOW IT GOES! Sorry lah tak dapat nak catch up with you at such a crucial moment in your life but i work like 12 hours a day :(

Aisyah Munirah said...

sowkay babe :) i understand that fully. hehe

Effendy Noordin said...

Reading gives you thoughts. Insya-Allah you'll find a way.

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Aisyah Munirah said...

thanks abg fendy :3