Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.
Late by one day. Officially have been the earth's citizen for 19 years exact. The last year of having the '1'
digit in front. Not that it bothers me or anything. But a friend of mine said,
" Peningkatan umur adalah penanda tingkatnya iman di dada"
Okay I truly understand that, and I shouldnt fool around feeling that being 19 isn't something bizarre until I reach 20. Yes people, I had that kind of mindset which I thought was err..quite pathetic. Because eventually everyone will be older even if its merely just a number.
Whatever it is, I thank Allah so so much. This is the significant of Him allowing myself as a servant to continue on being His servant, doing all the good deeds I havent done, allowing the space for me to repent on all the wrongdoings. I realised this a lot. Its like a big gift, if not, my lifespan would have been shortened by now right? But the Quran says "Kullu nafsin dzaiqatul maut". Preparation for this 'surprise' as we barely knew the moment when our heart stops functioning. Die with pride, as in Iman, not in a shameful manner. Ameen.
So I'd like to thank to those people who made yesterday a errr..not like the usual days. I celebrated my birthday with two of my bestbuddies since primary school, Hazirah and Farah. God knows how long I knew them then. It was a sleepover that night, like really an unplanned one and Umi gave her permission. Rock on! Hehehe. We decided to have our late night supper which is beef burger. Farah brought it from home, for what reasons I didnt know. Haha. And they made this (already posted this on facebook lol) :
And thank you to those who called me that night. Mimokjer and Hazirah dengan suara comel-comel. Aih rindu semua!
Didnt celebrate with family that night, because Baba came home late for work. And I was quite fatigued so I slept early, which was so not me....I should give a huge thanks to my parents because without them, I wouldnt be here today :)
One year ago, during this date, was the first month endured as a student at Puncak Alam. Good, tearful, cheerful moments. I was studying, and as the clock strikes 12, along came housemates with their goodies and yes..the birthday song. haha. Really it was really unexpected, I didnt suspect anything fishy going on, maybe I was too carried away with something. Hmmmm.
Melancholy Seed :D and I know this was written by Yoni Etus :)
Jazakallah khairan kathira people, for being the chapters in the story of my life. Lets continue making a GOOD and DECENT book shall we? Ngeh ngeh ngeh