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Finally..finding the snippet of time to blog. I can see that Melancholy Seed is getting more quieter, less stories of the day to be told. Oh well. Before my semester 2 ends yesterday on Friday, it was quite stressful enduring the weeks. No breaks, slept 5 hours, caffeinated, no long sleep during rainy evenings (-_-), always sleepy in lecture halls and many more. Plus, with test 2 being sandwiched between getting the ecology lab report submitted, it was really mad. Last weekend, I also attended Daurah Akademik Matrik/Asasi Selangor. Something like memilih menara gading program, met some of the seniors doing their masters and degree. I totally envy them :/. It was fun, lots of inputs/advices and a reflection for myself too. Though it was a bit tiring reaching to Hulu Langat, since there was no transport and it was not under UiTM. But I managed to get myself home! and met Umi Baba for the last time before my finals eventhough I was only home for 1 hour and a half :( so saddd laaa :'(
Anyways, I should be thankful at least that I get to see them.
Speaking of which, I was quite emotional yesterday, due to realizing that my Asasi year finally comes to an end. Exclude the finals. For both semesters, lets just say it wasnt always sweet. Life was always like a tea party (Mad Hatter). You expect good things come in your way, but it turned out to be the opposite. So how did I face it? Just go with the flow, be rational, dont blame God for what had happened and just say Alhamdulillah.
No one knows the small things that could make your day go all haywire, in the end its just you and yourself. So how you handle those occurences really will shape the goodness out of you, believe me :)
And yes, I will definitely miss being a student here. I'll miss going to lectures, tutorials, faff about in PhyChemBio labs. Ill miss the Nasi Kerabu at PSB and Nasi Lemak Rocket at Raff (sedap sangat) and my bed T_T K stop stop.
Whatever it is, I take the good out of everything I feel, see, do. Leave the bad ones out and take it as lesson!
For now, focusing on Test 2 and next week will be our final exam. Foundation done (sooner) and degree next. May Allah ease this journey as a dai'e :)
And to those people whom I met during this foundation period, thank you for everything. For the support, knowledge, help and advices. You guys really did play a role in helping me to survive this neverending journey, wehay!
And of course, apologize for all the mistakes I've done. Maybe my actions, or words might have hurt other people's feeling with or without intention.
May our ukhuwah last until Jannah :)
So Good Luck for all Palamians for Test 2 and Final exam. Bittaufiq Wannajah fiddunia walakhirah.