Salam and good evening.
Lets start this entry with a peaceful mind and heart. Lets remove all the dark spots on our heart that we created just before with Zikrullah.
Alhamdulillah, I praise to Allah for allowing me to breathe His fresh air without any single cent paid to Him. Truthfully, previous weeks was like a roller coaster ride. With lots of suspense and thrills, knowing if we could survive the jetplane journey, even if a ride only lasted like 5-10 minutes, oui? But you get the idea somehow.
Emotions played a big big role, only God knows how I deal with it rationally. And I was fighting the my own darkside so much, that I felt so ashamed.
In the end, patience is all I have. Theres nothing else I could do aside from being patient.
Im confident that theres an outcome from all these occuring events. I thank Allah for rewarding with me such patience, imagine if I dont have it, even you wouldnt want to think what I could do right? With iman, insyaAllah patient will be with you for the rest of your life, based on my personal experience actually.
I take our Prophet as an example. During his time in spreading Islam towards the Quraisy community, he experienced endless and extreme hardships. He was the Messenger of Allah and it was his role to convey Islam to other human beings. It was his responsibility and look at what we have now. Islam is one of the major religion across the world and able to attract non-muslim to become a Muslim. We should really appreciate Rasulullah SAW for what he had done for us.
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Thats our Prophet, yang bersifat maksum. Menerima segala kesusahan dan hinaan, malah tidak pernah give up dalam menyebarkan ajaran Islam. Thats because he has this ultimate patience, and he believes in Allah so much, his faith really is indescribable. Comparing to what I have been through, mashaAllah apalah sangat nak dibandingkan dengan ujian yang Rasulullah lalui. Kan? Rasulullah SAW really motivates me in a way. I love you, Rasulullah, you should too :D
There, I feel slightly better. Ive accomplished several things week, and I am definitely relieved by it. Presentation for CTU done, proposal for Penang trip done (eventhough we had so many difficulties in making the trip to be possible, as usual I was like at wits end since I am the organizer) and I'm excited to highlight on this part, that is, I was planning on a diet (slap me if u want) so I decided not to eat rice from Monday until Friday. Eventhough something had happened until I decided to eat rice today, I am very satisfied even if its for 4 days. Lol. So much for a diet huh?
InsyaAllah I'll be heading to Batu Feringghi tomorrow with le classmates. Do pray for our safety. Amin.
Now I'm off to pack, stop 9GAG-ing as it is really addictive :/