I am officially late for updating and I procrastinate, I ran out of ideas during this holiday eventhough it has only been a week. Anyways, I've finally finished my first semester at Puncak Alam, like a week ago. Alhamdulillah. And I went through the battle of examinations errr yeah battle. Lets pray that I'll pass with distinctions and hopefully continue for the second semester insyaAllah. But I still dont have the slightest idea on what should I do for my future. Suggestions anyone?
Newsflash 1 : I have MUET tomollow. Err seriously the speaking test only takes about 30 minutes of your life, yes your life but I think it will last like forever. Did our practice with Madam Khadijah and I loved it when I did it with my group but, Ill be meeting strangers tomorrow, takut la kalau terlebih cakap ke apa pastu merepek sampai dorang pun tak paham :( aishhh. I did some idea brainstorming since 8, but in the end I was bored and ran out vocabs plus ideas. Whatever it is, I will endure the day!
Newsflash 2 : Alhamdulillah, Umi and Baba is ready to perform their hajj this year. It was the wish of their life, and I didnt stop praying for them. At first they were not listed in the group this year, but oh well Allah's power to do whatever He wants :) So umm yeah had the daughter-parent talking yesterday about harta pusaka, responsibility and all that. So I finally come to realize that I'll be without them for 42 days. InsyaAllah that wont be a problem for me, but Saufi and Abrar? They're quite young to feel the sadness and I have to be a extra good to them from now on, so that they wont feel lonely nor experiencing any loss at such a young age. I have to prepare for upcoming possibilities or the worst that could happen, like Bebare stated before eventhough I was being positive all the time.
InsyaAllah they'll be flying next week and be back by December, insyaAllah too.
What sucks is when the school holidays are just about to start, I have to head back to Puncak Alam for sem 2. So there goes Nurul, Saufi and Abrar without me, and without my parents. Their condition is what Im worried about most, Im scared to leave them and its 10 days until Umi&Bebare are back from Mecca. So 10 days, hopefully wouldnt be long. Not to forget Nina having her SPM examination while theyre gone? So everyone kinda play a part now, I just hope I have everyone's back. Thank Allah because I am on my semester break, perfect timing for this year.