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Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Prejudice doesnt help

SALAM

Busy week, days..hours. Weekends were fully packed on road going to unknown places. The night was spent recklessly on bed. No more of those late nights tv on blinkx. I miss you Blinkx. Seriously. I have a long list of shows I missed watching, now that I have to focus on my career path and what I want to be or do , these things shouldn't be any of my concern no more. Oh bummer ;( Hmm its okay. Theres more to life than being a tv geek. But I procrastinate a lot nowadays. Sort of doing things in the last minute, having assumptions that everything will turn out the opposite if I keep on procrastinating and in the end, Ill be the one thats complaining, wailing, moaning..and whatever that keeps my mouth open for foresaken hours. Oh mah gohd. Hmm BE POSITIVE. Mon pere reminded me that, again and again (yesterday for 10 mins of lecture is blooming enough -.-) and yess I am an optimist and nothing gets in my way if I stop being some who prejudice a lot. Because prejudice is eventually a negative word for me. So no more negatives (-) and lets play positive (+)! (macam battery la pulak -.-)

But my mind is interrogating so much, I wish I could make it stop and say 'shattap' to it. Oh well. Its soo beyond my power to do that.

Anyhow, today was the awaiting day. Heh, the interview. Hmm I was hoping and fearing for killer questions like Amir Nazri (JPA scholar) adviced me on. And my cousin who is currently under YTN was interviewed in 2008. So the format kinda changed. Instead of individuals, now its grouping. The main reason was to see who stands out more that others. I was relieved to see the smiles on the interviewers, so they are not bad after all. Just talk to them like you're having a normal conversation. My hands were trembling a little once our group (2nd) was called. But its a quite a relief to be in the early session, that means I have less time to be nervous. Debate was in malay and the topic was 'pembelajaran mate&sains harus diteruskan dalam bhs inggeris'..and I was appointed as the government. Entah hapa lah aku cakap tadi. Globalisasi, bahasa antarabangsa, koperat konferens di luar negara (-.-) , okay dah dah merapik sungguh. Haha. At least I tried right? Kalau point tak bernas pun tak kisah, janji point sendiri biar teguh :D



Alhamdulillah, blessings was a help. It ended just the way I wanted it to. Syukur syukur. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs after the interview for our group ended. One job is done, waiting for the next to come. Oh yeah, after that went to PJ. Mon pere went to his office, while I strolled along Amcorp Mall alone. I had Subway for lunch and looked for something to spend on, dapat beli tudung. Eleh itu pun nak kecoh. ahah
Fooled by Taman Jaya, thought it was KTM, turned out to be LRT -.-, Home sweet home at 3 o'clock. A big congrats I bid to myself for not getting on the wrong train or LRT again, my worst concern is 'mandrem'. Fear that GIRLS. I shall not elaborate on that part.

A big thank you to Mr Abd Rahman for giving those highstandard points&facts and didnt stop ranting until I finished the interview and bringing me there. And belanja shawl sekali hahaha.

K BYE TAA.

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