Empathy

Salam to all.

Last night, I had an odd dream. Guess whom it was about. It was about Fahrin Ahmad. Oh God. I don't know how he appeared in my dream, but he was well nice and polite. Truthfully, I do admire him for some reasons. Like out of all the Malaysian actors, he caught my eye. I feel sad for him too, seeing a man like him weep in front of the cameras, thats something very brave. So I kinda feel the empathiness.
Okay its getting rather absurd and I shall talk no more about Fahrin Ahmad.

So, Im going back to SESERI tomorrow evening. Had a nice but noisy weekend. With Abrar shouting 'Nak! Nak!' constantly. I get to wake up late, not at 530 in da morn. Oh no I'll be going through the same rountine for two weeks until the Chinese New Year ten days PB.
And OH NO, this week will the busiest week. And I'll be blady tired man. AHHHH.

That 'incident' happened at our school last Sunday night last week, was the night I can never forget. I, can now know on how to deal with things that are not in control and dealing with things that are not human-ish. So you'll get what I mean sooner. Frankly, my emotions were badly affected that night, since I've never encountered a situation involving the soul and the mind. Its all in one place. I truly learnt a lesson that night, and it urges my heart to actually help in controlling the situation and not depending on this particular group only. The teachers, they were very 'helpful' werent they. So now we are all being very cautious and watching our movements and words as we speak.

Oh and Selamat Pengantin Baru to my vogue-est aunty Kak Yana and her husband Azizulhasni aka Uncle Jojo (thats what they call him lol). Looking very hot there Kak Yana :)

Exhausted

Salam to all.

Intervention is coming to an end. With 3 subjects remaining and Im already exhausted man. What are the JPWP'S motive on 'desigining' the exam papers so fagging hard? Okay, okay excuse myself for studying last minute and its not helping me at all. So I dont see the point of studying last minute. Which means, I dont have to study at all! No I can't do that. Aha. Currently waiting for mes parents to come, and waiting for the announcement for my name as well.

Oh yeah, after the exams, it PB again! Yeah Im over the moon! But only for 4 days, more than enough. When we get back, its going to be the busiest week of all weeks before July. We'll be welcoming our new juniors! Which means, Im a SENIOR! Aha, I love the fact that I don't have to be soo pretentious no more or receiving those weird glares. Instead, I'll be myself along the juniors and you know, cooperate well with others. Its nice having the dorm full with people, since Im getting those unknown goosebumps and sometimes I was always the first person to arrive at the dorm after prep. And..a lot of things are being stolen nowadays. Including my food container with lots and lots food in there! and my OREOS! Argh Im so pisse. Its the only food source I have whenever I feel hungry during the weekends.

Soo..our KP suspect 3 things :
a) Cleaners or workers
b)Our friends
c)Those things you can't see with naked eye. It begins with T and ends with L.
Get me?Haha.

Okay I seriously have to do some revision.
Adios!

FREEZEEEERRRR

Finals

Salam to all.

Currently at schools labcom. Taking this opportunity to update my so called 'teratak', since the schools labcom is always full. Two weeks of school and ohhh what the hell. Im out of oxygen. lol. So many things have been happening, including the ups and downs experiences.

So like the school has this Inter-house Debate Comp. So lets just say, I was mentally disturbed that time and participated it for the sake of my green house, Brassidium.
Ask me how did it go.
Go on ask.

Seriously. we were the last house to win, like the previous years. But, with the aid of the worlds class debater, Allysha Michael,she helped us a lot including the late night discussions. Oh god, never felt so damn tired. I didnt even have time to do my mountains of homeworks. Too commited to debating. But then, I gained great expriences from this debate thingy. Yeah.


Then, we had KB (keluar bandar) yesterday.Myfirst time ever going out without parents. Kinda miss going out with my family too. Went around Jalan TAR and bought some books.


For today, just had our Under One Roof today. Under One Roof is like where we have the students who scored well in the certain subjects, then they teach other people. So thats why we have departments. I am in the English department, since English the only subject I feel comfortable with. But, theres a BUT! I got 5 Adioda man, thats like top class in this school with top students in it. Thankfully, they understood my blabberings haha.


Thats all for today.

Nay

<3

Salam.

I shouldnt be counting my days. Days for the holidays to end. Its a bad idea.
Went to Najmuddyn's party yesterday, and met Ibu, just came back performing her Hajj. Looking very alive and fresh there :) I ate Nasi Lemon, cooked by my cousin-in-law. Niceeeee right. Then picked up Opah from Puchong. Then off to sleep zzzzzzzzz.

Today, I did shopping on some stuffs needed to bring back to hostel at Rawang. Then to country home's CC to finish up my Chemistry Assignment. See how sad I am. Going back to SESERI tomorrow, and I'm still not fully prepared in terms of homework. I hate doing last minute homeworks. After that, spent the whole afternoon packing, finding my mountains of books on the table, stuffing clothes into the luggage..until 6.

Then just now, ate steak and Im flipping bloated. Managed to finish the whole lot before getting a fat belly. Dont laugh. Made by Umi, hadnt been eating it for ages. The last time was at Manchy I think?

Last post for now, off to school tomorrow. Sigh.
Gonna miss home badly.

IMMA DOOD.SLEEP TIGHT ABRAR.

Loch Ness

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Salam to all.
That, pretty much says it all.
So we have like a few more hours before welcoming our new year and leave 2009.
I have no precise resolutions for this year except making my parents proud for SPM.
Find my way down the alleys. Lots and lots of alleys. Alleys that will take me somewhere I belong.
Be rational, cool. Avoid stress, depressions. No, don't go into the SESERI's rehabilitation centre. Wait, ada ke?
My dictionary, I mean my vocabulary machine inside my brain has no words that can match what my instincts are shouting at. Fag.
This is weird.
Ok cut the cheese man.
Lets just conclude, that year 2009 was no honeymoon year for me. I didnt even taste the 'honey' out of the 'moon' when being a 'pra-SPM' student. But, I thank Allah SWT because I am still alive and ready to move on.

I have 2 more days, until I'm back at my 'second' home. Ew. I don't want to go. I don't want to go. I want to stay here. I want to stay here. Hear that people?

OKAY BYE 2009! AKU SEVENTEEN NEXT YEAR! BOLEH BAWAK LORI KAN?

Aku baru balik dari CH ni. Badan aku panas dan tekak aku sakit. Tolong?

Snap

Cable Car

Mangrove Tour!

Makam Mahsuri

Underwater World

Pantai ...

Waiting for the ferry

Muzium Padi

OKAY BYE!

Bienvenue

My first ever name tag. sheesh.

Salam to all.

Im back! Finally home sweet home. Arrived around 1045 yesterday. Tired and sleepy.
Today I had to wake up early and join the explorace held at Al Furqan. I didnt want go at first, cuz I was like a half-zombie and my body was aching really bad, but Umi forced me to go. Went with Syaza. It was alright, got the seventh place out of ten =.=', pissed with this checkpoint where you have to make a blady paperclip float on the water, tried almost for an hour, in the end it worked. Syaza was screaming lol. Overall I enjoyed it, got a free tshirt though haha.

Then the next day nothing much. Went to OU in the evening. Started the BM essay, which I should have done earlier before going to Kedah. Oh well I'm lazy lass.

So I kinda have a plan, or more like an organiser on how to organise my time during the holidays. Since the essay must be up to 5000 bleeding mad words or 6 pages, I planned on doing one paragraph per page. Thats what our teachers in SESERI expected us to do! No wonder I flunked my BM for FYE man. Anyways, I must do one paragraph per night and by this Thursday, I can finally type it up on MW. Then PRINT! How fab is that eh? Haha.
Thats for the essay, for Chemistry folio now. Everyday I will try and not to sleep after subuh (yeah I'm so 'good') and finish one section of the subtopics. So now, Im onto the last subtopic! So Im hoping that I can bind for tomorrow and lock it up in the bookshelf so I'll never see it again until Im going back to SESERI. OKAY? THEREEEE *PATS ON THE HEAD OF HERSELF*

Im very proud of myself, because I procrastinate a lot, when it comes to being responsible on some stuffs.

I will upload the pictures of my 'hot' vacation later. lol.